Saturday, May 16, 2009


You will have to forgive me if this post comes out nonsensical, I've had about 3 hours of sleep.

Thanks to those of you who asked me a question, I'll do my best to answer them now,

Jaycool2k asks, where i see myself in 5 years time. 

Well jay, to be honest i don't rightly know, I've never been one to plan out my future 
I'm more of a 'go with the flow' kind of person. 
But if i were to take a stab at it i would say;
In 5 years time i hope to see myself living in Prince Edward Island  in a small house by the ocean, hopefully owning my own comic book store and being a Japanese tour guide. I don't ask for much but that seems to be my dream and has been the last few years. Close to my family and my sister (who should be entering this world in the next few weeks) 

Eden asks, 'i went from being homeless and habitual drug user living under whatever shelter i could find' - how did this happen. 
Well Eden needless to say, i was not the best teenager, when i moved to my current town (whitecourt alberta) i was angry with my mother and stepfather for taking me out of Calgary and away from my friends, so naturally i tried to rebel as much as possible, I'll try to list some of the wonderful things i did. 
  • When i was 15  i met someone who i fell hopelessly in love with, unfortunately for us he was 18, and our relationship was not met with kind eyes, we thought foolishly that a remedy to this problem would be to run away to Edmonton together however before we pulled our vanishing act we needed funds, so i thought it would be a smart idea to steal my mothers rent money and her wedding rings before we left. You can tell this ended badly ( him and i getting arrested at west edmonton mall and my minor ass getting hauled to a detention center) 
  • My memory isn't as good as it used to be, so these fact's may not be in proper order but i also had another boyfriend who i met young, we fell 'in love' and while both going through family issues, became homeless, We made friend with some speed dealers and moved in with them ( horrible older couple, the husband was incredibly creepy) We lived there for abit which of course lead to quite the addiction, after wasting away to under 90lbs i remember looking at myself in a mirror, my ribs sticking out, skin grey, eyes bleak i quit, cold turkey. We found ourselves living in an old tree house and stealing change from cars for food ( we lived off fritos,skittles and pepsi blue lol) Thankfully though i moved back in with my mother and got sorted. 
  • I used to steal cars for fun, i would steal one and drive it out to the middle of nowhere and leave them.
  • My friends and i used to pass the time by destroying public property ( how rebellious of me i know) We set old abandon buildings on fire and trashed other things. 
I think for now I'll leave it at that, my fingers are getting tired. 
If you have anymore questions or comment's please feel free. 
I'm tired, i wish i could sleep. 
How do you cope with insomnia? 

1 comment:

  1. That's kinda sad to hear.

    I have a friend who lives in Provost (SP), it's about 40 minutes from Edmonton, and I have been to West Edmonton mall.

    Glad to see that you are well now, and not having to steal change for food.

    also, Pepsi Blue is the shit.