Forgive me 5 or so people that read this blog,
I really did want to try and keep this updated as much as possible but anyone who knows me
knows that i suck at keeping up with things.
ok ok, new news.
Well Presly is doing very well, growing like a weed.
I am currently dealing with some family issues
(my mother is infuriating)
I did a really fun colab video with Sean on the star trek movie
we got some interesting comments ( ZOMGF YOU HAZ FANGGGZZZZ)
I'm getting ready to do another youtube video, we are going to talk about
Final Fantasy Advent Children Complete Edition ( so much better than the first one)
I have come to the conclusion that finding an apartment that allows pets is nearly impossible
Questions Comments? let me know.
sorry this one sucks, but i do feel a rant coming about very very soon.
Friday, May 29, 2009
I give you the first photo of my little sister Presly, taken from my fathers cell phone she is almost a day old here.
she is beautiful and i love her to pieces.
Rather eventful day today actually, I'll blog about it tomorrow when i am not so exhausted.
Leave some comment love for Presly
Thursday, May 28, 2009
For those of you who may or may not know,
my father ( who has long since been broken up with my mother) got his current girlfriend knocked up. I got a text today saying she is in the hospital in labour.
My little sister's name is going to be Presly.
I'm actually looking forward to having a sibling, my whole life i have wanted one but it's never really worked out.
(my family is kind of cursed when it comes to male children)
Before i was born my father and his post mum hookup got pregnant,
this resulted in Tanner, who was alive 3 years before he passed from a spinal disease.
Year's later after my mother and father separated ( they were never married, huzzah for being a bastard child!) My mother and her new husband tried for another child,
mum got pregnant with a little boy, but unfortunately it died in utero.
Another few years pass and my father and the women who is now giving birth to my little sister got pregnant the first time,
in honor of his first son, dad named the child Tanner, it unfortunately died 6 months into gestation.
So now right this second she is in labour with Presly, my little sister ( the words sound better and better each time i think them) He's going to keep me posted on the whole situation, I'm really hoping everything goes well as my father and his girlfriend are no longer young ( dad's in his 50's and she's in her early 40's)
The worst part about this all is that it's happening in Prince Edward Island, i am in Alberta
i wont be able to see her born, and from the looks of it i wont be able to see her or hold her until we move down there in 2 and a half years.
I guess i will have to make due with tons of photos.
My father promised me that he would be a better dad to her than he was to me,
i really hope he follows through...
well if not she always has her big sister to look out for her.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
You will have to forgive me if this post comes out nonsensical, I've had about 3 hours of sleep.
Thanks to those of you who asked me a question, I'll do my best to answer them now,
Jaycool2k asks, where i see myself in 5 years time.
Well jay, to be honest i don't rightly know, I've never been one to plan out my future
I'm more of a 'go with the flow' kind of person.
But if i were to take a stab at it i would say;
In 5 years time i hope to see myself living in Prince Edward Island in a small house by the ocean, hopefully owning my own comic book store and being a Japanese tour guide. I don't ask for much but that seems to be my dream and has been the last few years. Close to my family and my sister (who should be entering this world in the next few weeks)
Eden asks, 'i went from being homeless and habitual drug user living under whatever shelter i could find' - how did this happen.
Well Eden needless to say, i was not the best teenager, when i moved to my current town (whitecourt alberta) i was angry with my mother and stepfather for taking me out of Calgary and away from my friends, so naturally i tried to rebel as much as possible, I'll try to list some of the wonderful things i did.
- When i was 15 i met someone who i fell hopelessly in love with, unfortunately for us he was 18, and our relationship was not met with kind eyes, we thought foolishly that a remedy to this problem would be to run away to Edmonton together however before we pulled our vanishing act we needed funds, so i thought it would be a smart idea to steal my mothers rent money and her wedding rings before we left. You can tell this ended badly ( him and i getting arrested at west edmonton mall and my minor ass getting hauled to a detention center)
- My memory isn't as good as it used to be, so these fact's may not be in proper order but i also had another boyfriend who i met young, we fell 'in love' and while both going through family issues, became homeless, We made friend with some speed dealers and moved in with them ( horrible older couple, the husband was incredibly creepy) We lived there for abit which of course lead to quite the addiction, after wasting away to under 90lbs i remember looking at myself in a mirror, my ribs sticking out, skin grey, eyes bleak i quit, cold turkey. We found ourselves living in an old tree house and stealing change from cars for food ( we lived off fritos,skittles and pepsi blue lol) Thankfully though i moved back in with my mother and got sorted.
- I used to steal cars for fun, i would steal one and drive it out to the middle of nowhere and leave them.
- My friends and i used to pass the time by destroying public property ( how rebellious of me i know) We set old abandon buildings on fire and trashed other things.
If you have anymore questions or comment's please feel free.
I'm tired, i wish i could sleep.
How do you cope with insomnia?
Thursday, May 7, 2009
So next month is my birthday, June 15th to be exact and i will be turning 23.
I remembered when i turned 20 how freaked out i was, but it's not a deal anymore.
It's strange to be turning 23 when i can so vividly remember being 16 in the span of a year my life changed drastically.
I went from being homeless and a habitual drug user living under what ever shelter i could find
to getting into a serious relationship with Jerry which lead to me cleaning up my life.
Perhaps one day when i feel up to it i will blog a little more about my life, I've had some pretty interesting 'adventures'
Anyway, back to the 23rd birthday;
So the plan right now is to go camping which i am very excited for,
i haven't been camping since my 16th birthday
As it stands right now, i have no idea where we are going because mum has taken over the planning.
But our version of camping (which I'm sure is the same as most peoples now) is to get a spot,
pitch the tent's, put on some music and immediately start drinking. So I'm expecting a good time.
i only did this post because someone bugged me to, i have to be in the right mood to write anything of interest, although i can't much say my last post's have been interesting.
so hey if you are reading this now, POST A COMMENT! even under an anonymous title, ask me a question or something i don't know.